i was mentally blogging when i was on the train this evening. i had so many things to share but all of them evaporated and faded away. the beauty of short term memory, it seems.

please tell me 24 is an ideal age to get married. i plan to but face the fact syazana, you dont financially, mentally, emotionally stable for all of that. the rest of my life is a long time you know. hence, to find someone to walk along with me is one huge task. big deal, big deal. for teenagers, they may define crush as love as i used to, but since my teenage life has already passed by, then i need to reconsider my definition. i think.

well, thats not a biggie for now. i think.

i'm sleepy. night.

snippets of the day

i had good dose of laughing today watching- the hangover 2. seriously. i think it's funnier than the first movie, well it might be due to my lack of attention while watching the first one. i think.

i cant even define what blog to me really is these days. to say that i'm all caught up with works, it'd be a complete lie. it's just that, day in day out. same routine.

i'll update when there's something interesting to share ok.

and yeah, i tried badminton. it sucks. no, i did. hehe. wasnt born for that.

p/s: i miss uni years more than my high school years. thats not an overstatement but still, all i have is now.
bear that in mind, syazana.

happy birthday my dearest sister; achik. loveeee you.

thing is, i wish i could be more sincere in my writing. especially what's going on in my mind. you know, i barely speak my mind, let alone my heart these days. i never wired to be good at keeping my personal secret but the reasons on why i gradually changed is still inexplicable.

i want a long gooooood sleep. and 4 sons and a daughter, please. yeah, i'm kidding. i cant barely take care of my own self. :(

night. happy friday to you

are we friends now? :)

hey monday

where's my cryptic vibes? doubt if i ever had one.

monday comes again. it knocks on my door at 12 am sharp.
welcome. welcome. with all cheerful smiles i greet you, Monday. i love ya.

updates

hello people.

1. i bought iphone.
2. i hate myself. not much, just a bit.
3. i got over him.
4. i tried cream and fudge with natrah the other day. sungguhhhh sedap ok.
5. i love my friends.
6. now i know i have a fickle heart and mind.
7. i dont read quran as frequent as before. maybe thats explains my emotional imbalanced.
8. i wanna have ikan keli bakar for lunch today.
9.i love my mom. i wanna call her!
10. my room is in mess, and my life too :(
11. i'm very good at faking a smile. and faking a mood. i'm really good at it.
12. i'm starting to lose myaself to this new self which i dont recognize.
13. there's a thin line between friendship and love but i dont think thats true.
14. i want my mom's kari daging.
15. i neeeeed to retune my mood.


adios!