Before ;)

I take train to office. Sometimes, i sing along with the songs played on my mp3. I dont intend to reveal the tracks i listen to because well, it'll bore this post. Sometimes, i would silently sit and read, not knowing what happen around.

And today, just like any other i take train go office. My thoughts shifting from Before Sunset that i recently watched and liked of course and also to do some mental calculation for my saving to somewhere only I know, and thinking on how Cinta Antara Benua has indirectly impacted my life regards the way i see London and the urge of wanting to go back there again. Soon, i hope.

It's true how different people have different view and perspective on things. That point itself, might be the solid reason of why Before Sunset has really caught up my attention. It's just different. Eloquently speaking your thoughts,in all honesty, and for the end side to actually perceive and understand your point is something that i'm lacking of, hence the favor goes to Celine.

I have to say that my favourite os Before Sunset,
1) the first movie of Before Trilogy that i watched
2) the contents and context of their conversation itself that really suits me and made me think the most.
3) Paris was the shooting location. You have no idea how i feel about Paris.

I've read once about how physical attraction is too common but the mental connection is rare. This movie pretty much sums it all.

Happy monday ;))

these two

1. I hope everyone, each and everyone of you lovely and handsome people will enjoy listening Cough Syrup, Melanie Martinez's version as much as I do. really.

i surrender to the sound of drum. in addition to that, there's lyrics saying "a wet world aches for a beat of a drum". so now tell me, how can possibly on earth i won't love this song? when the favourite word and sound collide together.

2. Akan Datang- Tomok.

all smiling, hugging heart-shape red pillow. looking like a girl who is terribly in love. truth is, in love with none but herself. for now. so while i'm at it, it's worth your money if you decide to spend on a movie ticket for Istanbul Aku Datang. this movie is definitely lifting up malay movie to another different level. frankly, for someone who roots for chic-flick comedy drama like yours truly, it's a thumb up.

good night.

one tree hill

*teary eyes*

not due to sadness of real life, but it's more of the soup opera i've been following all these years dated back to 2003 - One Tree Hill.

this was the main poster for it. i think it was season 3 or 4.

Tree Hill is mainly about friendship, love triangle, families. for those of you who watch this series from the start, we could see how a bad boy becomes a man, a very good husband and father. Mark Schwan has really done a very good job by putting the dialogues all together because there are just too many memorable quotes in it.

this is my favourite:

At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion souls. And sometimes... all you need is one.

Peyton Sawyer.

it's never too late for those of you who have never watch this series to start.

the point is, tonight's episode (S09E11) saddens me. Forgiveness is never easy to seek from someone that was once your enemies, but if the intention is right, eventually things will always get better. like Dan Scott, for example. so you see, there are thousands excuses to keep the old flaming anger, and sometimes it only takes one moment of truth to change all that.

soundtrack

Besides reading, I watched movies/series a lot. I think I’ve mentioned that in my previous entry about how easy peasy it was to download movies back in my uni. The longest time consumed for a movie to finish download was approximately 5 minutes. Tell me, how can I not love my uni? One of the huge concrete reasons, needless to mention the best teh ais evahh!

Okay now back to point.

Besides the abovementioned hobbies, I listen to music a lot too! some are like vinyl of moments in my life. you know the kind you would say to yourself whenever you listen to certain particular song “ahh, this reminds me of…” I’m super excited when GreenDay released their new single although only to discover myself listening to one or two songs continually. Nahh, talking about selective reading, might as well apply to selective type of music for casual playing on my playlist. And selective twaddle characters for a qualified boyfriend.duhhh!

-bad day (Daniel Potter): the late night talk I had with a cluster of friends after playing volleyball (errr or squash) in our first year in uni. Speaking of that, I had no chance to gain weight as we would go out sweat on weekends night to play whatever sport available. Sounds athletic much? I was just kidding. We practically only swollen our arms by digging (spike?) the ball. Well,while in the middle of conversation, in the middle of the night, my father did call. Oh!mau tercabut jantung aku! Bad day was my ringtone at that time. father’s instinct. He asked my whereabout,and I did tell him the truth though. I said I was hanging out with my some of my friends waiting for sahur. His voice sounded like it was okay, but advised me not to do that often.

-littlest things (Lily Allen): I listen to it right after watching that movie. Ermm what its title again? the one which the elder sister died due to cancer. The younger sister sued her mom or so. The storyline itself was sad to the core. Haih, it’s not even the soundtrack of the movie. I couldn’t find the connection either. heeheheeee

-rolling in the deep (Linkin Park Live): I swear Adele couldn’t beat this!

-tonight (Reamon): the 8-months internship in Miri. Specifically my housemates back there. once, we were fanatical towards a Spanish artist, who featured with Reamon during one of his live performances. He’s a hot dude. Hotter than JT,the love of my life (read: justin timberlake).blueks

-larut (Dewa): a friend of mine asked me to listen to this song. I said I would and I did 4 years later.I assumed it was when he realized he was in love for how-many-times (dude, was it the first time? heheeee) I’m not sure, but I surely knew he totally fell in love with someone at that point of time.

-takkan ada cinta yang lain (Dewa): flipping through lecture notes for geoscience lab test that morning. my roommate looked at me and smiled. I asked her why, then she replied “are you in love?” hell yes, I was!

-hilang (garasi soundtrack): one of those mornings in foundation year. While walking back to/from chancellor hall for physics paper, we decided it’d be good to have some fun at sunway lagoon. We packed our bags, and off we went for a short trip to KL. Having fun is so much fun if we do it spontaneously.

-written in the stars (Tinie Tempah): last minute revision with two of my classmates for Drilling paper. Ans we laughed hard as soon as we figured his name. but this song is undeniably nice.

Enough of my real-life stage musical example. Lets end this post with a sip of hot nescafe in the morning.

Till then!

snippets of the day

i had good dose of laughing today watching- the hangover 2. seriously. i think it's funnier than the first movie, well it might be due to my lack of attention while watching the first one. i think.

i cant even define what blog to me really is these days. to say that i'm all caught up with works, it'd be a complete lie. it's just that, day in day out. same routine.

i'll update when there's something interesting to share ok.

and yeah, i tried badminton. it sucks. no, i did. hehe. wasnt born for that.

p/s: i miss uni years more than my high school years. thats not an overstatement but still, all i have is now.
bear that in mind, syazana.

happy birthday my dearest sister; achik. loveeee you.

life as it is.

rough days- they are all here with me since last week.

best of friends are hard to find. seriously.

"constant talking isnt necessarily communicating"
-Clementine; Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind-

i wish i have that eternal sunshine. i wish i have at least few spotless memories where i could directly jump into everytime rough days or pieces of my heart is everywhere. if i look deeper, i guess i have few. i guess.

woke up this morning later than usual. i actually felt very draggy and so not motivated. the sun rises, but i did not. thanks to Amizah's message that fueled my heart with love. someone still care :) sorry babe, i didnt reply. so caught up with works....and thoughts. my fault. happy wednesday to you :)))

then, on the way to work, my phone rang. a call from another good friend of mine. just to check whether i am okay. that call; lighten up my day.

during lunch, had quite enough of laughters.

see, life is hard sometimes, but the way Allah keeps sending good things in our way is what im grateful for.

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i dont know for how many times i've watched Eternal Sunshine of spotless mind and it still magically leaves its mark in my heart. everytime.
i mean, seriously, all the perfection that some movies tend to portray which is so unrealistic is evaporated why this kind of movie. it's real but still magical. so yeah, i agree some people were born to be actors. like Winslet. no other actresses can ever play Clementine better than her. no one. no question about Jim Carey. he's good. real good.

lets get some sleep. maybe thats where my eternal sunshine is :)

kung fu panda

please watch.

i know i know. for those who are close to me, you may find my statement as a surprise. syazana doesnt watch cartoon EXCEPT Up. yes yes. you are so RIGHT. i dont watch cartoons. i HATE watching cartoons. no one can ever forces me to watch cartoon with them including my dearest sisters.
however, last friday night, my sister and friend managed to influence me to watch Kung Fu Panda. after loads of persuasion the seemed to be endless, i agreed. that was because tickets for XMEN FIRST CLASS are sold out. so yeah, the sole choice that left was Kung Panda. we picked 3D.

huaaaaa. i couldnt know believe myself that i enjoyed the whole movie so much. like, seriously you guys should go and watch. there are lines of funny conversations and that movie inspired me a bit. for someone who procrastinates as much as me, one of the memorable quote from the movie that i remembered most is;

"whats important is NOW"

Pasrah

Hafsham berdiri sorang-sorang sambil tengok advertisement board gambar Farra Diba selepas dia rasa tak happy dengan Natasha. Kalau pernah tengok cerita Pasrah, you know what I meant.

“segar di ingatan sejarah duka yang berlaku

Terpahat kenangan cerita cintaku padamu

Tiada duanya biar berjuta tidak sama

Indahnya cintamu setulus budimu padaku

Telah ku terima suratan takdir yang Esa”

Suratan; Slam

moral value: do appreciate what you have before it slip out from your palms. 

:)

tagged by Anis :)

Once you have been tagged,you are suppose to write a note, with 25 random thing, fact, habits or goal about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tag you, it's because I want to know more about you. Your cooperation is highly appreciated.

1. Good books, good music and super-fast internet connection make my smile even wider.

2. whenever I’m involved with karaoke with my friends, we prefer rock kapak. Hehe

3. I am muslim, malay and Malaysian.

4. I fell in love for the first time when I was 16; not for who he was, but just fling fling crush thing. Hehe

5. My day used to start with a mug of hot Nescafe but not anymore.

6. KLCC is my favourite skyscraper, Eiffel Tower too. Hence, my interest lies in french language and Petronas.

7. Have always wanted to further studies in the UK. insyaAllah, kalau ada rezeki.

8. I’ve always had a thing for Leonardo Dicaprio. winkwink

9. whenever I have problem and want to do some thinking, I’d prefer to listen to Korean/French/Spanish/hindi songs. As long as it’s not the language that I understand.

10. Up until now, I only have 2 favorite series; one tree hill and Popular.

11. I don’t follow ANTM.

12. I’ve been trying to watch LOTR for uncountable times, and ended up sleeping. No kidding.

13. My football star would be Fernando Torres. Hence, the endless support for Liverpool.

14. suka maen squash dengan sarah, nafisah, and hoping saiey will join us next time.

15. gila rindu kt utp dan semua2 yang sewaktu dengannya spt teh ais pak ali, koteow goreng makcik chicken chop, teh ais pak ali lagi, padang utp, tasik utp, hutan, swimming pool etc etc etc

16. History was my favourite subject back in school.

17. Out of all movies I’ve ever watched, Armageddon made my cry the most. Sob sob sob

18. I love my parents, sisters and ma famille and they are my priorities

19. Having this one dream to pursue reading and writing in one of the finest universities in the UK. insyaAllah, ameeen.

20. I wanna spend a day with Tun Mahathir over Nescafe and roti bakar, talking about life and achievements for the whole day.

21. A graduate from UTP.

22. “sekali SSP memencak, kejayaan pasti di puncak”. Not sure whether they’re still using this phrase for school. I miss my high school years. Lots of virtues learnt but have yet to master all of ‘em.

23. Some particular songs are soundtrack of my life.

24. I write well when I’m depressed.

25. I wish everyone of us will have a blissful, wonderful, prosperous and blessed life. insyaAllah.