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Ramblings of A Random Mind: Looking Forward

Muse.

I guess Dan Humphrey was right. Any pertaining matters relate to art, muse is one important thing for an artist to possess. Be it writers, painters.

Between those miles from my hometown until now, i couldn't deny the fact that my thoughts shifted between different muses in my world.

My dreams to witness the beauty of Alps, my vision to have beaten you in sqush or anything equal that could make me laugh at you or laugh with you, images of us being friends and cracking jokes without my adrenaline rushing faster when you are around.

I pray i can completely leave you behind somewhere in the future if it's what meant to be. Or else, i pray for the bond that will bind us together in this world and hereafter. Which is which, I know Allah has the answer and that surely is the best for us.

In the meantime, He is teaching me patience. ♥♥ and i couldnt thank Him more for the lesson.

The airport scene.

She paced heavily. She almost running because the was only one hour left. She cursed the flight delay in silent. Of only she could drive the plane herself, she would. In a time like this, 5 minutes late meant a whole world to her. A whole world.

She almost cried when she saw the long line just to get the red book stamped. She felt like begging the elders in front of her to let her pass or the couple in front of them which she believed were in a hurry and argued about little things. She swore that sje would never wasted her time arguing about little things when there were much bigger things to talk about, dreams to share. She waited patiently for her time to come-for her passport to get stamped.

She was almost running now to collect the luggage. Her phone died, made it impossible to listen his voice earlier than she expected to. While putting her luggage on the trolley, her eyes was all watery and red. The little girl beside her who carried her little backpack smiled doubtly at her. She replied that smile and asked her name. Mabel. That was a beautiful name. She waived goodbye to the little girl and pushed her trolley as fast as she could. It seemed like forever to reach arrival hall.

..... and there he was standing, wearing the white shirt she bought him last month with a goofy smile on his face. The kind of smile she could only see when both of them were around. Tears were strolling down her cheeks by then. She was an hour late. That meant an hour worth of conversation and laughter and lessen the emptiness she felt for almost a month.

They spent the next 45 minutes chatting and laughing. He had this way of making funny stupid jokes that you couldn't not to laugh. Then the final call for him to board were announced. He winked at her said they would be seeing each other again. She offered her smile and nodded. He then kissed her forehead and left. She would hold to the goofy smile until his return.

Time, fly fast.
God, take care of him whereever he is.

Ovums.

" Kau boleh menyandar pada seribu bahu kalau kau mahu
Tapi kau memilih untuk yang satu itu Yang paling dungu
Yang buat kau bersandar sambil airmata kau jatuh bertalu dan hati kau pecah beribu. "-seksi ovari.

Sebuah buku yg kandungannya adalah puisi. Aku tak punya ini lagi. Aku tak mampu utk memberi masa kepada ruang utk membaca yang satu ini. Satu dua tiga empat lima buku masih tegak berdiri utk difahami.

Utk sekelumit pengalaman aku yang daif ni, sebaik-baik tempat bersandar adalah Allah taala. Sungguh.

milky nights

Tonight is one of those casual working nights. Besides the oozing urge to pour some thoughts in here, there is nothing less or more. It’s equal.

My mind rest in peace when I came back home and see my favourite blue comforter folded neatly on the bed, clothes are gracefully put in the wardrobe. All of sudden, my life means so much more. I guess the saying is true, take care of you belonging. Don’t live in mess!

There is always a first time for everything. Remember when we had our first walk while we were toddlers, the first time we waved good bye with teary eyes to our parents the day they sent us to boarding school? Or the first day at work? Well, last night was my first time drinking milk before sleep in one decade and half. Seriously! I was and still am excited about it until now! So people, lets add some calcium to our body and lets drink milk.

Good night!

Bubla bubbles

Truth is, self-discipline is so much important and that is one thing I don’t really possess. If only I could install it and pay monthly, then I could wave good bye to procrastination and value my time even more.

Hello world.

I woke up this morning, looking directly at the naked orange blue sky. It was so beautiful. That is the blessing I’ve been blessed with ever since I moved my bed to this side of the room with the curtain wide open. Hello wonderful weekends.

I’ve been telling myself lately that I should tidy up my room, put some make ups on it and lining my perfumes bottles accordingly. On the other note, I bought myself a brand new Hugo Boss which I absolutely in love with at the very first smell. So they say, first cut is the deepest here is the same with my selection of perfumes. First smell is very much important. Still, no perfume can beat my love towards Issey Miyake-Floral. Go get one dearies.

Scrolling down pictures in my gallery, I realized there was so much fun that I had not put them into words like how I caught sunset in Miri, teambuilding and such. Life can be so wonderful sometimes, if we look at it closely.

Hence, I will discipline myself to discuss good topic in here!

Till then.