Angel.

1. i still keep one of my good friends' tshirt. the orange one. i borrowed it on the last day of high school. even knowing the fact that we would be leaving the next day and knew the fact that she wouldn't get it back, she still lend it to me. :) the beauty of friendship.

2. i dont make wishes. i want my wish come true. and i don't dare dreaming about base jumping at Angels Fall. nevertheless, i hope one day i make it there. Venezuela.

3. and maybe skywalking at grand canyon.

basically, it's true. if we open our eyes, there are so many blessing around us. it's not just about what's troubling you but it's more to what makes you happy and your heart feels lighter. and i, i wish to have some drops of jupiter in my palm, so i can hand it to you.

talking about craps, and fiction.

i fill myself with a little dosage of fiction. it feels good to have a normal life again. -normal- as in my case where i sit silently and read novel. or where, i doze off while reading. thats normal, at least for me.

i did something that i wasnt proud of.

i wanna read Brida and drift off to sleep.

night.

of weekend.

finally i have some time for myself. this weekend. i plan to treasure alone weekend here. to do what i like to do most.

reading.
listening to instrumental
no nescafe in the morning. it's ramadhan.
reading again.

now i realized that i have pile of dusted, untouched books in line on that bookshelf.
i used to love reading so much until i cant even breathe if i'm not indulging myself in them. those days are gone. i realized that in this present moment i prefer sleeping more than anything. i need to change that habit. i know.

i wanna say hello to squash. and gym. and volleyball. but the usual cliques to do all of the previousmentioned aren't here. i'm gonna find the new cliques.

anyways, it's true. i cannot be in love and wise all in the same time. am planning to challenge the fact; that i can be in love, and wise all in the same time.

we'll see.
bring it on!

oh by the way, i bought Brida.
i left my "Have a little Faith" at home.

6th Ramadhan

have you ever watched Leap Year? if you didnt, then i suggest you to. not because of the cheesy love story line in it, not too because of the Irish actor in it, but simply because the scenery.

i wanna go to UK since forever. and i doubt if i ever go there, i will ever come back. lol..

so yeah, UK is the destination for now. where and when are still uncertain. however listening to Still Water makes me wanna go there even more. the inexplicable relationship between music and desire and dream. i need to do some laundry, and head to office, then-after. will have the break-fast event with some of my friends during PIPE.

seriously, I wanna change. I wanna be the change i wanna see. Dear Allah, please let this be the month of changes. ameen.


word of the day: no one can pick you up but yourself.

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i'm sorry if m\y blog does not reflect much. as much as its title. like i told you before, or it's actually the excuse i'm trying to live with, is that i dont have that passion to blog. even on the matter i frequently did or the things that excites me. hmm.. the story of my life.

to cut it short, the only thing i'm looking forward each day is to lie on my bed, listening to the sound of piano (repeatedly of all my life and wonderful tonight. and yeap, still water. those three are all time instrumental favourite of mine. no one can take them away from me. heheee

i've started reading. again.

happy birthday, dearest Saiey.

semoga Ramadhan kali ini lebih diberkati.

amiinnn...