Of one tree hill

Scrolled down the tumblr posts made me want to run and rob kinokuniya. Really. Get myself a copy of of
Camus. Lucas had eloquently quoted him few times in one tree hill yet the urge to find out more of him was more or less none during that time.  How lah when my eyes had only been fixed to Murray's sweetest smile.  On a personal note, with all my heart, the deepest one at that;I did and still do like the opening of One tree hill for season 4. Heartbreakingly, melted each time.  Each time.

The new keypad!

Finally I can blog using this blogger aps really conveniently. Very good and I love this keypad.  Now I just have to figure the auto-correct stuff.  Heheeee.... The aps is SwiftKey, btw....

Surah al-qasas

Surah Al-Qasas, Verse 50: فَإِن لَّمْ يَسْتَجِيبُوا لَكَ فَاعْلَمْ أَنَّمَا يَتَّبِعُونَ أَهْوَاءَهُمْ وَمَنْ أَضَلُّ مِمَّنِ اتَّبَعَ هَوَاهُ بِغَيْرِ هُدًى مِّنَ اللَّهِ إِنَّ اللَّهَ لَا يَهْدِي الْقَوْمَ الظَّالِمِينَ But if they answer you not (i.e. do not believe in your doctrine of Islamic Monotheism, nor follow you), then know that they only follow their own lusts. And who is more astray than one who follows his own lusts, without guidance from Allah? Verily! Allah guides not the people who are Zalimun (wrong-doers, disobedient to Allah, and polytheists).

(English - Mohsin Khan) via iQuran

Allah guides not the zalim people.

Zalim;cruel.

I understand that cruelty is not only between you and me but its also from within. Like if i starve myself for weeks for the purpose of diet, that is quite considered as cruelty to the body. It is amanah and it should be taken care of.

I know a lot of you girls (its more of a reminder for my own) wanna lose some weight after raya right, but lets also take the good diet k.

Night ;)

Of lilies, peonies and roses

Flower
Is
Such
A
Beautiful
Thing

Pretty smile. :)

To be in all honesty, i am not a big fan of lililies. It was an immatured thought i had early this year when i woke up one fine morning and thought to myself

"Syazana Lilies Izzati..." is such a nice combo.

Smirks.

Therefore the renaming of almost every social network account i've owned since day 1. But really, deep down in my heart i adore roses. Yellow one!

Just that, peonies are also very attractive to my eyes these days.

I hope i wake up tomorrow with the thought

"I wanna get married... "

Heheeee.. itchy itchy mode activated. Gatal lah kau.

Err.. good night?

My pretty (in other word;swollen,black) eyes are hurt due to excessive reading done.

Phewwww

I've found newer site sanctuaries, the ones i believe are new bestfriends while waiting for the train or longggg traffic light moments. Im happy!

I shall pull down the curtain and sleep. Good night and enjoy the rest of the pictures ok.

Ps: yes.. the new blog is still there.

Selamat hari raya

Selamat hari raya. Maaf zahir batin. ,))

hey hey you you

Folks,

I bought a new home. errr, not the real one though.

izzatizz.wordpress.com

blogspot does not being so nice to me lately, hence the move. worries not, i keep this one, nonetheless. 

much love,

syazanaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

selamat hari rayaaaa

entah kenapa hari ni internet lembab macam siput.
tadi tak boleh open blogspot langsung. selamat dah create blog baru di wordpress. haihsss.
tapi sekarang boleh la pulak. aigoo

selamat hari raya semua orang.

hari ni malas gile nk berpuitis bermadah bagai. cukuplah sekadar wish ucapan selamat hari raya yang straight forward tu ok. anddddddddd sejak bila lah pulak blog ni dah jadi day to day life updates.

ahhh biarkan semua itu. aku perlukan sesuatu yang baru. :P

sukanya dalam hati mak masak nasi tomato. weeehuuuu

hajat di hati nk upload gambar hari raya tapi internet lembab macam siput ini tidak mengizinkan.

sorry naik lorry k.

till then!

dekat padamu

..kerana cinta sedalam itu mekar bila ku dekat padamu..

that was written on the pink sticky note pasted on my wall, back in UTP.

i just love that song. plus, jika kau tiada makes me smile all day.

Par-ghee.

And i miss Paris more than you can even imagine.
The coldness of the chill air left me spellbound with my very own thoughts.

I
Miss
Paris.

random #1

My mind is not structured.

Sigh.

I’ve wanted to come out with a long entry in essay mode, the kind I can be totally guileless on the nubs of it and the kind I can convene all the beautiful floriated words together with their double meaning of sentences. yet I can’t seem to find the right time and ideas to write one, so please bear with me with my boring entry. Nevertheless, the urge to blog is excruciating, hence 2 entries in one night.

Okay, right now. I hate it when all of sudden I lost the train of thoughts that seemed to be so long a minute ago and left me with the unspoken words. That’s unfair for someone who wants to write that much like yours truly.

Oh, I had marvellous iftar(s) this week with different group of friends with very delicious food. Nyummeh. You have no idea how a get-together could mean so much when that is the only event we can actually sit and talk properly, besides work-related matter. So this to happen because most of the time, we encountered each other in the lifts where we don’t have much time to catch up and I hate small talks. So I would just randomly smile to the ex-classmates instead of exchanging life events updates. so yes, I’m all interested in the so-called reunion.

Talking about that, I’m also a flop when it comes to keeping in touch via messages or cards or whatever, nevertheless the ones who are close to me have never been slipped through my mind. I remember, I only suck in the gestures part. that, I will improve. (kot).

I’m pretty happy with my life the past couple of days because I’m not busy preparing the presentation packs anymore. So no more excel sheets, and going through project listing that I swear a chief stimulation for me to puke. I just don’t want to handle one more of that, for the time being. Ask me to do anything else but that. Hehe..

I’m in the middle of the deep ocean of thoughts, contemplating on abandoning the whole thing entirely and move somewhere else, or keep on trying then, this one sentence from the quran hit me hard “berapa banyak lagi nikmat tuhan kamu yang kamu mahu dustakan, amatlah sedikit kamu bersyukur”. Basically, that’s not exactly what has been said in the quran, but the gist and lessons of the ayat is there. I shall find the full translation, insyaAllah. But now, I’m leaving you with this first, for our own reflection, okay?

choose wisely

We were talking about stance and perspective when the waiter approached us to clear the peacan pie plate, one of my good friends’ favourite. He likes it very much, you can tell from his eyes, from the way he enjoys the tasty butter cream of every bit of the pie.

Stance? What is it? why did we, the bunch of seem-like ignorants had to discuss and had say on this matter, let alone the venue taken place at Alexis. If you get what I meant, which obviously I bet you don’t. still, never mind though. You can fathom the essence of this entry, gradually. Hopefully.

Recently, this one particular thought crossed my mind and left me muddled. The idea and reality of the comfort zone. Frankly, I’m uncertain of since when I’ve let myself to be in the same comfort zone for such a period of time. And I felt stagnant, like I’m stuck and screaming and no one is listening and offers their hands to help. Again, the question is, where is my stance on this situation? Should I just let it be? That’s the idea of the whole discussion.

No, we were not discussing specifically on my world problem but we discussed in general. On the causes or roots of our qualms that lead to vulnerabilities, in the long run. It’s horrible, really; to just surrender to our very own wrong comfort zone. So we need to choose, and be sure the choice we make is the right one. Quoted from one of my friends, the power is in your hand. So choose wisely.