I wasn’t a firm believer in PMS. I didn’t. Back in school
days, I think girls got the signs of PMS almost every day. I mean, my friends
would usually say “ I’m in PMS mode. That’s why I’m hungry.” Or “I can’t study
today. PMS” or those weird cravings. I seriously could not fathom what were they saying!
Science subject in form 3 changed a bit of my perspective
towards PMS. By then, I knew it’s true. There are signs of PMS stated in that
think green SASBADI reference book. One of the symptoms was mood swing. I was a
happy kid, you know. I can barely remember I had mood swing back then, that’s pretty
true. Still, until that time, I didn’t use PMS as the reason if I ever felt
like sleeping the whole Saturday the whole weekend. I just knew that I was lazy
to study. I even forced myself to sleep. Hehe. However, I rarely opted to
behave such way since the word of PMR exam could make us shiver. What was the
big deal about it, I still couldn’t measure. 8A was a very big deal to
everyone.
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So now, as years went by, I changed a bit. I started to feel
uneasy a week before having the menstrual; the laziness, the cravings and such.
I’m still wondering whether those are the symptoms of PMS or is it just me
giving excuses to myself when I’m not in the mood to do something. That makes
me think, what a bad habit I do possess if my action is according to my mood. Logically
thinking, it’s still sinful if I skip my prayer because I am so lazy. Hence, I should
force myself a bit right. To at least do what I need to do for the sake of I have
to do it and that is my responsibility.
I came out with the idea of this because at times, I feel
like giving myself too many excuses and cut myself too much slacks. And that’s
not good for my own growth. I realize now that as we age, our responsibilities
become more. I’m a grown up. (Freaking surprise face!) plus, I pay my own bill!
Good night pretties! Assalamualaikum wbt.
