The time stealer.
Let me brief you an example:
I was about to blog. Then, there comes this advertisement on
Samsung application that can be installed for photo editing for my phone and
there goes 10 minutes of figuring that out. In those 10 minutes, I could
actually write a single short entry. I can’t imagine how much time wasted
between the interval to do the things that I plan (suppose) to do in my daily
routine. Let’s hope you and I can really use up our time well.
Hi hello.
This weekend had been spent nicely, I would say. Scratched
the fact that my room is still in a medium-messy state, everything else seems
to be normal. Suffice to say, this is all I need from a weekend. To rest and to
read and do some thinking. Early this morning, I woke up with an anxious
feeling regarding the undone presentation pack. It’s about my job. I know I haven’t
rant much on my job. One, because I don’t like it that much, frankly speaking. Two;
I don’t know why but recently I read about stagnant people and all of sudden I felt
like one. I tried to conceal the negative thought and did some thinking on how I
can actually improve given the proper time and training, but all I wanted to do
now is stop lying to my own self. Firstly, I have to accept the fact that what I’m
doing right now is not actually what I had in mind when I first started my
semester in UTP 6 years back. Secondly, if this is what I got, for now, then
don’t try to tell me it’s not worth it. Obviously I thought I’m worth more
knowing I’m the planner of my life, but hey I forgot that there’s a hand guide
me all this while. Live with what you have to the fullest and strive more. I read
the saying somewhere, and I will try to apply it. We’ll see.
The Perks of Being A Wallflower is not that boring after
all. It has this effect that grips you all along. It does also tell me how different for each
individual and made me realize the beautiful of friendship.
Funny, when I pause and look back and realize certain
things. one: I couldn’t bring myself listening to Adele’s Someone Like You
because it used to hurt that much and today I can actually laugh about it. Two:
A Thousand Years so much more nicer these days. In conclusion, I think my heart
is gradually open for the right reason to love and the hopefully to the right
person. InsyaaAllah.
