Walapun perasaan ini best, tapi lebih kepada cuak dan nervous sebenarnya.
Cik mizah, izinkan saya sambung dalam English bole? Bukan nak poyo, tapi sebab saya tengah dengar lagu English kt playlist. Tak synchronize mind and apa yg nak ditulis if it were in malay. Ecewahh :P
Okay. Back on track :)
Graduation.
Well yeah, it’s approaching. Time does fly with very high velocity, don’t you think? I do think so. Sometimes, like I said before, I found myself taking time or people for granted. Knowing that they would be just standing there to wait for me to classes, or dinner, or hang outs. Knowing that I have few good friends that I can call over whenever I have problems, need advices or just to chill whenever hot issues came out is something I should be grateful for the rest of my life.
I know we can still meet each other after this, going out on weekends but hey, I truly know the fact when he or she is to be married someday, nothing is going to be the same. Myself is included. I surely wouldn’t want to call up my good friends in the middle of the night just to ask what should I wear for interviews, or if I get buzz-ed by someone I like in the future. Hehe. and that applies in their case too. I know I’m a good listener and all (even tho I like to interrupt here and there while they’re confiding to me. perasan kan? I know. cut me some slacks :P), but still they might as well think twice to call up on working nights because I heard we’ll be definitely flat on bed by 10 pm. Hoho. For the abovementioned statement on nothing is going to be the same is due to unavailability for us to hang out as much as we want to, or to go knocking on their doors for maggi or Nescafe for a late night talk.
So yeah, seriously this graduation saddens me a bit and I know I definitely am going to miss UTP and I have accept the fact it’s going to be hard to get over it. but first experience on getting over taught me a lot, hence even though I know I’m going to miss UTP once in a while, I promise to myself that I will SMILE because I encountered so much good and sweet memories here despite of there were few sour memories spots. Hey, that’s life.
During the last few days in SSP before we headed for different way in life, one of my dearest friends told me this:
“Kalau nak bahagia dunia akhirat, jangan tinggal solat dan al-quran”
:)
p/s: I wanna write more but the real feeling isn’t here yet. Hence, this is all I can manage for now ;)
