oops! this is against the title of the previous post. but I just can't resist to write about this. something useful i bet to some out there.
anyways, if you're applying for any scholarships or in the process of choosing what course to pick to pursue, the very first thing to do is to know what you really want to do. this is to avoid us to blame others if anything goes wrong in the future since more often than not, we tend to point out to others if something ugly came up. from my little experience in life, doing what we love to do is most enjoyable experiences eventho i might as well endured some bitter moments but yeah, all we need to do in times like that is to keep on going, no matter what.
secondly, some people have their own aim to work for certain company of their choice based on whatever reasons they've got, such as the leading oil and gas company in malaysia, PETRONAS then what are you waiting for? go on and apply the scholarship, then who knows you'll get be the new faces to continue the legacy. (ehemm, as if talking for myself. haha). on the other hand, if you want to do medic or economics if that's where your interest lies, go for it, give the best that you can.
and in the mean time, never ever let the action of praying to Allah for what's best slip away. after all, we often lack of judgment, and as much as we know ourselves there's Allah who know every of our intention and dream and understands us more than ourselves, there is one mighty hand that is always guiding us if we often beseech for his forgiveness and redha. He brings us to what's best to us after we put all the efforts to our goal. hence, doa adalah senjata orang mukmin. do pray, plan and if it's written what we want to be ours, they'll be.
oops. my battery is going to be flat very soon. good luck to all of us with job interviews and scholarships. may Allah shows us the right way. ameen.