One of the reasons I venture into blogging because I used
to/still love writing too much and find it too hard to resist. And I’m the type
who likes sharing this and that, especially songs/movies/quotes that I think
are beneficial and inspired. That is why you can find a lot of lyrics and and movies promotion in my
blog.
Besides that, I love the idea of good writing and hopefully
by time my writing skills will get better eventually. There are times when the obscure
vibes is all around, and you can write so well, very well until you don’t even
know when and where to stop. Every word falls into places and there it is, a
very beautiful essay to be read. Satisfaction, which would describe it all.
These days, I’m dealing with the real deals. I’m a grown up
now and like most grown-ups, I do carry my very own responsibilities. This is
not the phase of which I just have to wait for people to tell me what to read,
what to do and such. This is not the phase of passing an exam, or where the
teachers have to give you all the spotted questions. At this phase, I’m left
with not so many choices unlike the old time when I was in high school of when
Biology was not a favourite and I could neglect it because I did have physics
to back me up. I meant, I wanted to opt for engineering, anyway. For the time
being, I’m given one and only card. If I pass this one, then I know I will go
to a better phase. I’m quite surprise I took a while to realize all of this. It’s
better late than never, right.
Along the way you apprehend that your perspective changes
every now and then. The one thing that used to be so important to us last year,
might be something that we don’t even want or need now. The essence of this is
to accept changes and learn as much as we can in whatever phase we are in,
whether we like it or not because god puts us there for a reason. Yeah, I know
easy said than done because I’m too struggling every bone and willpower in my
body and soul to get through hurdles that keep coming in my way every so often.
There’s always a bright light after the darkest hour.
